Sunday, December 21, 2014
New Book...Out Now!
My new book of short stories is available now! There are 13 great stories in this collection ranging from straight horror to bizarro, to some pretty disturbing tales.
Check out the paperback here!
or
Check out the ebook here!
There is plenty more to come... I am writing more than ever lately. I hope you enjoy.
Thanks,
J. Peter W.
Thursday, November 20, 2014
The Birthday Massacre
Beyond by The Birthday Massacre
My favorite band, The Birthday Massacre just released a new album last week and ever since then I have been listening to it non-stop. I love all of their albums and this one is no different. They are the band I turn to while writing, always giving me inspiration and motivation. I dream while listening to The Birthday Massacre.
Check out their latest album Superstition.
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
Dreamtime
I remember one dream I had as I child very vividly. I rarely
remember dreams, as a child or even now as an adult, but this dream
still lingers in my mind as fresh as the night it happened. Spider
legs. I can see spider legs towering over me. I'm not sure if I'm
the size of a tiny speck or if the spider is huge. I guess that's
really irrelevant. All I can see are the legs. My eyes never look
to the body and it is unfocused in my peripheral. I remember a
large, dark splotch as the body, nothing more. But those legs. They
are spiny with hairs peeling off like thorny daggers. A wet, mucus
like substance coats them from the tips to the prosoma. I stand,
looking up, eyes darting between the eight massive things surrounding
me.
I've read that dreams of large, oversized objects means that you feel
overwhelmed or stressed. I don't recall having any feeling like that
at the time. So I am assuming that's bullshit. What I did feel was
happiness. I felt like I was part of something. Like there is more
out there then what revolves around me and my daily life. I felt
like I was the smallest part in all of it and that made me joyful.
When I woke up I was upset. I tried to will myself back to sleep and
back into that dream. I think I did fall back to sleep, but I never
found my way back to that dream. It was gone. Lost forever. But
the memory stuck with me. It's been over twenty years since that
dream but I can still see the spider legs as clearly now as I did in
the then. And I still remember that feeling I had while staring up
at the huge, spiny legs. I want to find it again. I want to revisit
that place and see what else is there. What other feelings arrive
when I stay longer. When I stay forever.
Monday, August 11, 2014
Misunderstanding My Rhythm
When I first started writing I mostly wrote poems and songs. Back then everything I did focused on the rhythm of sentences and sounds of the words. I could care less about whether the sentences made any sense. That didn't interest me. All I wanted was sentences that were beautiful to my ears. That incoherent, rambling of random words made little sense to anyone but me. Over the years I continued to use that style, even when it came to writing short stories and novellas, mixing in storytelling a little at a time. As you can imagine, very few people enjoyed reading anything I wrote. Some did. Some people got it. But not many.
It took a while for me to find a balance between building rhythmic sentence structure and storytelling. If there was too much straight story I became bored. If it was too much random words, my readers would become bored. Over the years I began to evolve the balance. If you read my first two novels you can see the progression changing. Eventually though, I realized that I was never going to have a steady readership if I didn't lose the random worded sentences.
It took me a while to get to that point. But I finally did make the realization. I pushed myself and focused on storytelling and growing as a writer. Now, I can write full novels without falling back on my random sentences. Sometimes I miss that style. If I read my old stuff I still smile and laugh. I love it. But I can see now that my new stuff is so much better.
Here is a quick example of my old style. I love this paragraph.
There
once was a place that missiles became lovely ideas of change and
sticks for arms was gravitational arthritis. When the extremities of
nighttime really meant to shovel out someone’s head. Blood only
tastes good in your mouth. My decisive orphans cut their veins with
tiny versions of knives and kiss boys by the wishing well. Reducible
pox intoxicated scapegoats mansion twins for necessary near-beer
phobias, then
twist my wrist she hated hypnotics. Filtered wife epiphany
vanquished graver bellyaches to natterjack partnerships by
stepladders or cellars. The julian floorwalkers mustard rhinestone
sod worms infecting woozy aviation equivalents to congregate gunboat.
I endorse stabbed gullets.
Thursday, June 26, 2014
Moving across the country...
A week ago I drove across the country.
My wife got a job offer for a position on the other side of the country and we decided to go for it. We packed up everything we could fit into a 5 x 8 trailer and got rid of everything else. We either trashed, donated, or gave to family and friends all of our furniture. It was a terrifying and exciting feeling.
It is over 2200 miles from Richmond, VA to Phoenix, AZ. That's a little more than 36 hours if you were to drive straight through without stopping to eat or sleep. We broke it up into three and a half days. Mind you we took both our cars; mine a Mustang filled to the ceiling and pulling a trailer, and hers an overstocked Beetle busting at the seams. We some how survived this journey despite bringing along our two small but very vocal dogs and our toddler that can't stand to sit still for more than 5 minutes, on top of my amazing, superstar wife being pregnant. And yes, we did move to the desert in the summer. What kind of person does that?
Anyway, we made it and now that we are here. I love it. AZ is a beautiful state. I don't even mind the 110 degree very dry weather we've been having. It feels like 80's to me compared to the 95 degree humid summers in VA.
With all the packing and moving and unpacking, I have gotten a bit behind on my writing. I am still in the process of the final draft of the first book of my YA dark fantasy trilogy and currently 2/3 of the way through the first draft of the second book. I am also working on a collection of short stories that I plan on releasing in a few months. I will blog more on that later. I am also working on a novella that I hope to release by the end of the year. So yes, very busy. And I am happy to be through with all the moving an packing and finally being able to sit down and write... late at night... while the toddler monster slumbers... please... let her sleep tonight... please...
Saturday, May 17, 2014
Terribleminds Flash Fiction: Stock Photo Challenge
“Tell me about it
again, Grandpa.”
“I’ve told you
a hundred times, Billy.”
“I know but I
love that story.”
“Alright. Grab
the lines and met me by the truck. I’ll tell you on the way.”
“Yes!” Billy
spun on his heels and ran in the house. Seconds later he busted out
the front, screen door holding two fishing poles and black and
neon-yellow tackle box.
Grandpa shuffled
around to the front of the house, digging through his cut-off jean
shorts for the truck keys. He grabbed the poles from his grandson
and placed them in the bed of the truck. Billy stepped up on the
tire and stretched his arm over, setting the tackle box down next to
them.
“Off we go.”
Grandpa opened the door to the truck and climbed in, while Billy ran
around to the passenger side.
Before his grandpa
could even turn on the ignition Billy was asking about the story.
“Tell me about the big one, Grandpa.”
“Hold your
horses.” He started the old truck up, and then rolled down his
window. Even during the hottest days of summer he refused to turn on
the A/C. “Roll that window down, get some of that sweet summer air
in here.”
Billy cranked the
window while his grandpa backed the truck out the driveway.
“Grandpa?”
“Okay, okay. The
first time I lay eyes on that fish, I knew I had to catch it. It was
like nothin’ I ever seen before.”
Pablo moved to West
Palms when he was just a child. He had been given up for adoption
from his parents just after he was born. His fosters told him that
his biological parents weren’t equip to handle his handicap, which
was just a nice way of telling him that they didn’t want him. It
was a rare mutation. So rare he was the only case ever reported.
Just below his right elbow, Pablo’s arm became a trout.
His foster parents
were well off and had the option to have it surgically removed but
noticed Pablo, even at a young age, was attached to it as if it was
his pet. They decided to leave it. He grew up receiving many taunts
by both children and adults. He had even hid it under a sock while
attending middle school. But his parents were quick to comfort him
and eventual he grew confident in his mutation. After college Pablo
went into business for himself. He was a successful owner of
packaging company, shipping and packing products all over the world.
He was known for his handshake deals; the man that made promises with
his trout hand.
“Hey Pablo,
what’s up?” Devon asked, he had been Pablo’s roommate in
college and they had stayed close ever since.
Pablo stretched out
in the lawn chair. “Not much, sunbathing… waterbathing.” He
nodded to his trout hand as it fluttered around in the small Koi
pond.
“Brought us some
lunch,” Devon said. He plopped down on the chair next him and
unraveled a brown paper bag. “Bloodworms.” He pulled out a
small, styrofoam cup filled with dark soil and writhing with worms.
“And,” he opened a second bag. “Some turkey avocado subs.”
“Excellent.”
Pablo pulled his hand from the pond and reached into the cup. The
trout dug through the soil, gulping down bloodworm after bloodworm.
They ate their
sandwiches in the mid-morning sun, enjoying their weekend and talking
about old times. It wasn’t until they heard tires squealing out
front of Pablo’s home that they stopped. Both men standing up from
their lawn chairs and trying to peer over the bushes that separated
the front yard from the back.
“What was that?
An accident?” Devon asked. He saw the concerned look on his
friend’s face.
“No, I- I think
it’s…” Pablo’s words trailed off internally.
Devon heard two
doors slam and the murmur of muted voices. He watched as panic
flooded over Pablo.
“They found me,”
was all he said before running.
An older man and a
young boy broke through the bushes carrying fishing lines baited with
dangling worms. The boy also had a tackle box full of assorted hooks
and lure while the older man had a wire net on an aluminum pole.
They chased after Pablo like hungry savages.
“I see him,
Grandpa. He’s real. He’s really real,” Billy said as he ran,
hopping over the Koi pond.
“I told you boy.
And this time he ain’t getting away.”
Devon stood
shocked. He couldn’t comprehend what was happening. Pablo had
never mentioned anything like this ever happening to him before. It
was hard to believe.
Grandpa cut him
off, blocking the path to the backdoor. He slung his line back and
tossed the wormed-hook at Pablo’s chest. It bounced down to the
grass lying flat. Tucking the net under his arm, he began reeling
the line in. Pablo’s trout hand immediately spotted the dancing
worm and reacted, darting forward, pulling Pablo to his knees.
“No! Not again!”
he shouted to his hand.
Billy ran up
behind, blocking Pablo in. He set the tackle box and his line on the
ground. “Grandpa, toss me the net.”
Grandpa waited
until the trout hand lunged onto the worm, before tossing the net to
his grandson. Then he pulled the line taunt, snagging the fish hand
on the hook. Pablo winced in pain, watching in agony as the hook
broke through the side of his trout hand's mouth.
Billy grasped the
net from the air and slammed it down over Pablo’s head like he had
been training his whole life for this moment. “We got him,
Grandpa! We got him!”
Devon moved toward
his friend, hesitant to involve himself. “What the hell is going
on here?”
“Stay out of
this, son,” Grandpa said. “This is our catch, fair and square.”
He continued to reel the line in, until he was face to face with
Pablo.
“I'm calling the
cops,” Devon said, running back to the lawn chairs to get his cell
phone.
Grandpa and Billy
ignored him, focusing on their catch.
“Thought you
could get away from me, didn't you,” Grandpa snarled.
“Let me go.”
“You've been
running long enough, time to come home. Got a perfect spot for you
right above my mantle.”
“Cops are on the
way!” Devon shouted from across the yard.
Pablo noticed
Grandpa and Billy glance over at his friend, letting down their
guard. He knew it was his only chance. Jumping to his feet, Pablo
knocked the net off his head with his free arm and then ripped the
hook out of his trout. It tore a small hole, leaving blood running
down his fish forearm.
“Grab him! Grab
him!” Grandpa shouted.
But Pablo was
already running, pushing passed Billy and sprinting to the front
yard.
Both Grandpa and
Billy gave chase but Pablo was too fast, darting across yards and out
of sight.
“Damnit.”
Grandpa cursed as he pulled up, out-of-breath.
Billy stopped
beside him. “He got away again.”
“Don't worry,
we'll track him down. He can't run forever. I'll chase that fish
until the day I die.”
The End.
Sunday, April 13, 2014
Working...
Some updates on the writing...
Getting back notes for The Bone Carousel from the initial readers this week. Some really great stuff ranging from small things that I overlooked and typos, to a couple of plot questions that never crossed my mind. I love getting early feedback, knowing I can still change things. I will be starting draft three next week. It feels so close to being ready for the world. I cannot wait to share it with everyone.
I have also completed the initial draft of my query letter. It took me a while to get going on this. I recognize that this is a weak spot for me, but I am working through it. I am mostly happy with the initial draft, besides a few sentences that feel a bit on the weak side. I am letting it simmer for a few days before I give it a second look.
In the meantime I have started working on the second novel in the trilogy. The Blood Masquerade is the working title. I have only been at it a couple of days but I have a solid 5k already and I am very excited about it. I can feel this novel is going to be a quick write. It feels like it wants to write itself, which is good sign. I am projecting to be done with the first draft in 3-4 months.
So, yeah, lots of things going on...
And I have no idea why I chose that image... I just like it... whatever.
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